2009

Well, 2009 is here. It didn't come in with a bang. Nor did 2008 go out with a bang. But 2008 was "great" nonetheless - memorable. It was a tough year. Not shitty. Just tough. We fell behind on some bills. Chris graduated with his Bachelor's in business admin. We got a new car... Chris got a new job. I got to go to Nebraska back in September to see my brother and his family.

With that said...I need to get this out there. Just get it off my chest.

September. What a month. It was a month that changed my life. My marriage. Things won't ever be the same. There will always be that little indent. I don't know that I will ever get over the hurt that I caused. I don't know that I will ever forgive myself for the pain that I caused. We could have dealt with things and moved on. But I said 4 words. 4 words that I didn't mean. I watched him break down. I tore his world apart. He didn't do anything to deserve what I said in that moment. Somehow, he forgave me. Somehow, we are working past it. Somehow, he still loves me.

Tuesday will be our 2nd wedding anniversary. I cherish this. We're going to a nice dinner and a movie. We are both taking the day off of work.

Since I started this, originally, as a photo blog...I guess the best way to describe 2008 is through pictures. I have a ton so here it goes in no particular order:


















There are more...but I need to get in the shower...so this is it for now.